Weddingbee boards

i woke up this morning thinking that today would be the BIG day. i got home from work somewhat expecting something might happen (i say somewhat because i've been expecting something might happen almost every day for the last 3 years). my boyfriend and i have a great night he keeps going up and down the stairs partially watching the bruins game (which he is completely loyal to and normally won't miss a second of). i was kind of thinking something was fishy, but i didn't really think much of it. well long story short, it was 9:30 pm and i went downstairs to sit with my boyfriend while he watched the rest of the game that he missed. i said to him, "i'm a little disappointed." he asked me "about what?" i said, "well i thought today would be the day, because we had talked about funny dates to get married and engaged." he said, "yeah, well i knew that you'd be expecting that today would be the day i ask you and i want to surprise you so today is not the day."

i'm soooo disappointed! haha i wanted to be able to say that i got engaged on 11/10/09!  he's tortured me enough making me wait this long, it's driving me nuts that i have no idea how much longer it will be!

haha that's exactly what my friend said tonight when she called - "STOP thinking about it!!" i was so good for a few months where i wasn't really thinking about it much and never talking about it, but it's coming down to the wire (he gave me the timeline of we'll be engaged by the end of this year). it's so tough not getting a little excited about it now! now that the only day i expected it has come and gone, i honestly have no clue when it might happen. it'll be a huge surprise when he asks.

he says the surprise will be worth the wait. i'm holding him to it!