- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
I am not sure if this is a normal thing or not, or maybe just stress, but ive only got 12 days until the wedding and im kinda over it. I just want to be married, I know there is still a lot to do, but im finding myself unfocused, and foggy headed, forgetting things. I know it is not becuase of the marriage itself, its just the wedding, I just want it to be here, maybe im a little burnt out, even tho I still have a lot to do, I just feel like I dont want to. I think a big issue for me is that I dont have any bridesmaids, so I have to do everything alone (FI is working 12 hour days) and my bridesmen are my brothers who still have school, work and football practice. I guess im just reaching out, its not like im sad about the wedding, im just tired of the planning, plus a lot of it has been diy meaning me LOL, and now that im done with those crafts, I want the wedding to be here, im tired of fmaily drama, and most of all descsions! so many desciosn have been me having to make them and making sure FI is ok with it later, sometimes he is seomtimes not, but im tired of having to make them and them people telling me I should have chose diff. thanks for reading my vent..and sorry I cant spell 😛 im on my phone or I would fix it, sorry.