- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
I feel so guilty complaining that i am healthy, but I so wanted an answer for all of my suffering. 🙁 I’ve been so tired, upset stomach, brittle nails, dry skin, difficulty concentrating.. etc. I swore it was hypothyroidism, and my Dr even agreed. Well i just got the call that all my tests were normal. it’s not a vitamin deficiency, it’s not anemia, it’s not diabetes, it’s not arthritis or lyme disease. I’m healthy… so why do i feel like crap? why do i have no energy and no interest to do anything about it?
My SIL asked if was feeling at all depressed.. well NOW. BUt maybe i was.. maybe i am… I have no idea. I’m happy. I just married the love of my life, we have a good life and a nice house! My sister is getting married this summer, my brother finally got a full-time job and the family is all getting along.
She was saying that i just moved to new state and maybe i’m not adjusted to that, and married life, and cooking, and commuting.. possibly, but thats been 2 months worth of time to get adjusted. I was looking into St Johns wort, and maybe more Vitamin B.. something natural to maybe pick me up? (im not on BC, or take any medications, so i thought it would be a good place to start).. i want to join the womens volleyball team and force myself to be more active. I have no idea where to start. sigh.
anyone ever swear they had something, but results say otherwise?… i’m not a hypochondriac.. i dont think its in my head? .. so confused…