Post # 1
It’s happening soon. So freaking soon. I have no clue. It can happen tonight. It can happen New Years. It can happen V-day or even on our trip to chicago in the summer. Who knows?
But I am freaking out. I mean, I am happy and excited, but…I am also freaking out. I have no idea where this anxiety is coming from or where it is rooted in…
I am happy it’s happening. I am happy it is him, which I was nervous about, but the more I try to ask myself if that I wanted to be single again, I said no. When I asked myself If I wanted some random shag one more time of a hot actor dude? NO! I was asking myself if I thought these feelings were because maybe I thought I could “get better”, but then I said to myself, I said, “SELF, no man is going to make you feel as WHOLE as he makes you feel. The next guy could be rich and hot as hell and you could be set, but really, is that worth giving up what you have with SO? No. Not at all.”
I am just nervous. I wish I could know if he is nervous. I am trying to let go of my uber-controling self and to let him take the reigns on this one. I want to be surprised, but part of being surprised is that I have to not know what is coming. I have to allow myself to be really vulnerable right now.
I have no idea how he is planning to do it. My sister wont return my calls so I think she knows….
Post # 3
I’m nervous too! and i don’t know why! I know he has the ring, in fact he confessed he had it with him the other night and his plans foiled (silly him didn’t check to see if the attraction he wanted to take me to had tickets left!) I can’t wait to marry him!
Post # 4
youre in a forum full of “crazy” waiting bees. of course youre not the only one freaking out lol.
im just as anxious and excited as you, its a whole new chapter in life.
im sure your guy has to be super nervous to ask you to be his forever, even if he knows you’ll say yes its a huge step to plan something nice and ask.
Post # 5
@NickiBee: OH, btw, there is a prize for you on the SIU pact
Post # 6
No, I’m not anxious, SO is sulking because he couldn’t sleep last night (I do have an uncomfortable bed where if two people are on it. The matteress dips in the middle…I need a new one) and around 5 he got up and put himself in my car and is currently there as I type.
I did spy however a gift which says To: My Franny From: My heart. That is the sweetest thing someone has written to me.
Post # 7
Well, the man finally made his move on Saturday night, but I have to tell you…my nerves were so bad leading up to it, that my eye started switching…sooooo sexy!
Post # 8
@Sapphire-Dreamer: Right there with ya in looneytown sister.
I’m a runner so I went for a run thinking it would help me feel better. No, not really. I don’t feel those random pangs of doubt anymore but I feel super excited and anxious. I wish I had some wine. lol
He’s at home as I type, preparing some special “gifts”. What in all the world… I’m so anxious, I can’t stand it!
Post # 9
i’m not nervous because i’m certain it wont happen this year.
(((hugs))) to you, though. it sounds like it’s coming soon!
Post # 10
I’m anxious too. Mostly because I’m curious as to how he’s going to pop the question. I imagine one of us goofing up. More than likely it’ll be me. I’m just hoping I don’t faint.