- 6 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
My Fiance works two jobs. One is a kind of random schedule (could be a few days a week or a few days a month, never know). The other he works most mon-fri in the evenings. So, I’m use to him not being home in the evenings when I am home, but he normally gets home before I go to bed and is here when I have days off.
The past week and a half he has been working 12-14 hour overnights 2 hours aways from where we live – so he has been staying there. He got home this afternoon after working 12 hours over night, spent a few hours of down time before turning around and going into work at his second job this evening.
THIS SUCKS! I’m really not good at being by myself and I was so looking forward to having some time with him. And I’m worried because he seriously hasn’t slept in 24 hours.
I’m really just venting. I’m tired of being alone. I realize other women have it harder in that they have LDRs or FIs who travel regularly. I’m just not use to not seeing him so long and as I’ve said, I’m not use to being alone this much. It makes me really depressed.