- 3 years ago
- Wedding: April 2015
Hello Buzzing Bees –
I am sitting in my living room anxious as hell and not sure where to toss my huge ball of nervous at the moment.
A little history – I recently went on much needed vacation for 2 weeks from a job I absolutely hated. It was so bad I was seriously considering resigning without a back-up plan, I seriously just wanted and needed to get out of there. By the grace of God I ended up being laid off 2 weeks after I returned, I was told the position was being taken in a different direction. YAY FOR ME! While still working there both of my direct supervisors (absolutely amazing mentors) encouraged me to find other employment opportunities which I did.
I started looking prior to my vacation and 3 awesome opportunties fell into my lap. One of the positions is at the regional offices with a top food chain and I REALLY want this job. I want it so much that I am willing to have a one-hour each way commute AND a pay cut – the growth potential here is out of this world!
All of this to say I was told a decision should come early this week and I received really positive feedback from the 3 people I interviewed but I am super worried and anxious because my wedding is in 284 days and while we have a bit of savings its not enough to pay for the wedding even with my unemployment. We have pushed our wedding back twice and I super scared that we may have to do this AGAIN! I’m usually a laid back chic who doesnt stress but my FI is the complete opposite and worries incessantly and I think it has rubbed off on me. UGH!
I dont know what I would do if these opportunities fall thru and we have to push it back for the third time. I will feel SO defeated. SIGH.
What to do, what to do…