- 8 years ago
- Wedding: December 2009
I’ve been pretty calm and everything is done pretty much so I had planned on coasting until the week before the wedding then finished up stuff.
My Future Mother-In-Law asks me all the time if I’m excited and talks about wedding stuff and my heart starts racing. Fiance and I had a talk in the car yesterday about how he feels like I’ve made him a part of retirement future and are actually able to see us growing old togetheer (his ex wife was very much only into where SHE wanted to be in the future) and this got me kinda freaking out. I started thinking about forever and paying off debt and stuff like that. Heart started racing again.
I kinda just want everyone to go about their business but it’s my fault, I made a huge deal when we got engaged and had been extremely excited.