Post # 1
I’m here two years into TTC with PCOS, two ectopics, surgury to remove a tube, a severly damaged remaining tube, and most likely facing IVF, which is not a guarantee. And with that, last night I had another dream where I’m holding my baby daughter. It felt so real. When I woke up I was content until i realized it was just a dream. Now my heart breaks again. No advice needed, I just need to come to a place where someone else might understand.
Post # 2
I have been trying almost 2 years too, I have had several baby dreams, none recently though. It’s one of those things where you just wish you could go back to sleep and let it be real..
Post # 3
And now I’m torturing myself with looking at the Bump Love threads… . This has been a bad day TTC. I know I shouldn’t even get my hopes up because the cards are stacked against us, but that little ray of hope creeps in every month.
Post # 4
It’s hard not to be sad watching everyone else be pregnant. I haven’t been at it long, but this long is plenty and my heart breaks for those of you trying so hard for so long. I think we all have dreams like that…i had a weird one after my mc where i was at a well-baby check with my baby (but it was like in Call The Midwife haha) and then i have the baby to someone to hold and he left. I searched and searched and it was so weird…i knew where he was but i couldn’t find him. Depressing to wake up to.
Sending prayers and thoughs that you’ll have a little one to hold next year!