- 7 years ago
- Wedding: July 2011
Girls, you are totally free to call me a freak. But…
I used to live in a different country. 4 years ago I moved to the States at the age 16. I still keep communicating with some of my friends over there. And especially with my best friend, lets call her Hope. She and I were really close when I was still back there. We shared secrets, we went everywhere together etc. Anyways. After I left she made some wrong (in my opinion) choises, had 2 abortions at the ages 16 and 17, she is still dating that guy and they are engaged. They are extremely poor, and her fiancee can’t support her in any way, instead he is living in her house and using her money. He never gives her any gifts, but buys gifts for his friends all the time. Her mom started drinking a lot, and they are in risk to be kicked out of the place they live in. Could it get any worse??
On the opposite hand, I live in the United States (the dream of all people of my former country), I live with my fiancee, who loves me more than anything, who takes care of me like no one did before, we have enough money for everything we need, we have 2 wonderful pets: a cat and a dog. Still I didn’t make any girlfriends here, Hope is the best friend I ever had.
So I talked to her yesterday over the skype…And this was very sad, because I feel awkward telling her about how I live here. And I had to make up some bad things to tell her about myself, so she won’t be sad and jealous. I told her that I am making reborn dolls in my garage and she was like “Aw, you guys have a garage.” And I was like “Yeah, but I wish I had another place for my crafts.” And she said “Oh, that’s right. Cause you have a car to put inthe garage.” Then I told her that I am going to sell some clothes that I don’t need to save up a little more for my wedding. And she went “Oh, you even have clothes that you don’t need…I wear some of mine for years already” And she said that they have no money to get married, and going to just sign the papers…
I honestly feel very sad for her. But I don’t know how to help her. I wish she moved here to the States and had a chance for normal life here. But she decided to stick with her fiancee overthere…Anyways…
As soon as I said good buy to her, I went upstairs and picked up my cat and was heading downstairs with the cat in my hands….Man, my foot slipped down the stair, and I fell really hard on my back. I hit my lower back, the back of my head, and it felt like I broke my spine…Now my body hurts. My poor freaked out cat tore up my right arm, and I was like laying on the stairs and bleeding when my boyfriend ran up to help me. Then towards the evening I got sick.
I remember last time I talked to her, me and my fiancee had a major argument over nothing, with all the tears and yelling….
Can it be that a person is so jealous that the bad energy they produce can make an impact on your life (over the distance)???
Guys, you are my heroes if you made it to this point. Thank you.