- 3 years ago
- Wedding: June 2014
I’ve been in such a foul mood lately…
Been applying to dental schools and haven’t heard anything back when decisions should have been sent out/called/emailed to me yesterday or today, everyone keeps on saying “no news is good news! it still means you’re in the running” but honestly I just want to be put out of my misery.
There’s plenty of people in which their apps/interviews were strong enough that they couldn’t wait to call those people to tell them they were accepted and its obvious I’m not one of those people.
At 100+ an application and applying to 20+ schools as well as interview expenses, not hearing any kind of good news has been exhausting. I did get 5 rejections right off the bat though so thanks for not wasting my time and letting me know.
I’m going to be extremely bitter and angry when they tell me months later “after careful consideration” that I am rejected. It makes it hard to move on with my life as I am refreshing the page every hour or so and checking on every kind of forum just trying to get an idea how many people have already got their phone call, and my hope is diminishing with every passing second.
Usually wedding stuff makes me so happy and giddy but I could honestly give it all up, those deposits, dress, everything about that planned day for an acceptance. I’ll get married in jeans at the courthouse with no one around and lose all that money in everything I’ve already invested for that one phone call… Please call me and tell me I’m in… Meanwhile I’ve been just crying uncontrollably every hour or so watching people get phone calls taking away yet another seat that could have been for me.
any future doctors/dentists/pharmacists or undergrad applying to any program out there want to share my pain?