- 6 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
I am asking this because i am feeling completely lost..yes, i believe i have the “wedding blues” and don’t know waht to do. After all the wedding planning where i worked so hard, passionately, and after an amazing honeymoon which was living a very old and dear dream, i now ask myself “Now what?” . We already have kids – he has 1 son, i have a daughter and we have a 5 years old together and we all get along just fine, we’re a family. What is making things more difficult is the fact that my dearest, sweet MIL died 3 months before the wedding, which was devastating. I believe he may be suffering because of that, missing her, as sometimes i come upon a candle lit by her photo, which is very, very sweet. I miss her too , a lot..
Anyway, with all this i am also having serious issues with my “sleeping disorders”, been to a therapist because of my night terrors, very awkward moments with my DH because of what i sleeptalk , scared to even go to sleep..sigh..a bunch of stuff..
I have everything to be perfectly happy (well, apart from the sleeping disorder). What is the matter????