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Hi Bees, just need to share my story...

I went to see the midwife for the very first time on Wednesday 09/07. I was about 5 weeks and 4 days. Asked alot of questions about the pregnancy. They saw some spotting when they did the physical exam and the vaginal ultrasound. But then they said, its not uncommon for pregnant ladies to have some spotting. They just asked me to come back 2 days later to have another blood test to see of my HCG level went up as it supposed to.

I went back to work like usual after the visit to the midwife and saw the spotting turns from brown to more reddish color. Came home the bledding getting heavier just like Im having menstrual period. Not as heavy as my usual period but I'm pretty sure this is not just a regular early pregnancy spotting. At this point I'm freaking out.  Called the nurse and they were able to fit me in the morning on Thursday yesterday. It was a different doctor. All he said was just to have another blood test in couple days and see if my HCG goes down. And if it does then that means I lost it.

I lost hope by now, the bleeding hasnt stopped since Wednesday night. My boobs not sore as it was couple days ago. They told me, if I passed somekind of a white pinkish tissue that could be the sack, but I havent seen anything such a thing.

Im going to have another blood test later on this afternoon. 

@bells: They said I was too early, so even with the ultrasound I wont be able to see anything. And it might cause more bleeding if they do ultrasound.

Anyway 4 days later here I am still bleeding consistently. HCG level result came out on 09/09 showing 30. It dropped. Had another blood test today. result hasnt come out yet. But I know that i lost it already..