- 2 years ago
I did not realize I hated this show until a week ago. The show only shows the worst of the worst and makes every bride look awful. It makes ladies planning their wedding have to try extra extra hard to make sure no one could ever call them a birdezilla. It makes it not ok to be stressed out over a party that cost 10 grand. When all you want is for it to be a nice affair. And even when the term is used jokingly it still hurts our feelings.
Last night was when I almost told my FI that I changed my mind about the entire stupid wedding. Because while I was sitting there trying to figure out which placemat looked better he made a joke about that worrying about placemats is a very bridezilla thing to be doing. I fricken lost it. I have been the most laid back bride ever. I have asked him for help with very little and My bridesmaids are also not doing much.
It is going to be a very simple wedding and all he had to do was get him and his boys a suits. But, so help me god, We are paying for our own wedding which we have saved up for, for an entire year. It will be fucking pretty.
I have reached the point complete mental breakdown and all I can worry about is not wanting people to call me a fricken bridezilla.
I was good till this week of bad news.
Bad news from the venue, The best man is dropping out 33 days before the wedding, We are over budget, I have to go out of town for a week for work …two weeks before the wedding, My FI entire family has failed to RSPV.
Last night I walked in the door crying because I forgot to stop and get dinner…. I was crying over Chipotle….
I am planning a wedding for 150 people and spending enough money that I could pay off my car. I have a little rite to be a little frazzled. I just don’t want people to think badly of me..
Ugh I just want to cry all the time