Post # 1
I really am happy for them. But it’s a little hard watching them make all of these plans for their lives while my life is on hold for who knows how long.
I hate having the mentality of “my life is on hold”, but it kind of is. No major life decisions, changes, moves, etc. can really be made until we take the next step in our relationship.
I put on a facade in front of my family that I’m in no rush and am happy with where I am — which is true to an extent. But I’m so ready to start building a life with my SO.
Post # 3
- Wedding: November 2013 - Makena Cove
@definitelymaybe: Good job keeping up with the happy face infront of the family/friends. Thats the hardest thing to pull off. I can sympathize, yet another friend got engaged today, about an hour ago actually, and theyve only been dating 4 months. She broke up with an ex of 2 years, less than 6 months ago. Oh well, your time will come soon! Just gotta make it through the holidays.
Post # 4
My younger sister just got married 2 months after me- she is WAY less financially stable then I am but further along in hers and his schooling ( kind of anyway)
at her b-party they took bets on when she would get prego…
I was so over come with Jealousy as our plan to TTC is 3 years at the earliest…
I’d talked to her about this when the engagment came and I was telling her to get on BC ASAP ( her and her DH both waited for eachother) and she said only wanted to wait about a year but would kinda just let it happen when ever…
i know its their life.. but I was so over come with jealousy and so upset – our familys say are the have a baby and as many as you can when god sends you one but my DH wants to wait till he is super stable and I need to respect that,
jealousy is a bitch especailly when you know you really shouldn’t be feeling it or can’t push it aside.