- 7 years ago
- Wedding: September 2010
A lot of things have been going on in my life lately and sometimes I feel like a petulent child lately. I feel like I spend so much time worrying about what will make others happy/trying to make sure nothing I do makes anyone unhappy that I feel like I have NO IDEA what makes me happy anymore. And it scares the crap out of me. I just want to go DO something that will make me happy, but whatever I want doesn’t seem to line up with what everyone else wants. I’m just so frustrated with my ILs. I feel like I spend 95% of my emotional energy worrying about if what I’m doing will make them upset or not. And I’m sick of it but have no idea how to change it without causing issues.