- 5 years ago
- Wedding: September 2013
This week I’ve been very emotional. Lots of stress at work, started back to school to further my degree, family drama, etc. I haven’t been coping with it well.
For the last three years I’ve been through braces, oral surgery, implants, crowns, etc. My teeth, in general, weren’t bad but I had two congenitally missing teeth which caused some shifting. So today was the culmination of 3 years worth of metal, appts, pain, frustration, etc. I go into the office and the specialist exposes the implants and put in the crowns and the specialist tells me he’s going tl have to numb me up. So immediately I started crying. Honestly I don’t know where it came from. I mean I HATE HATE HATE novacain (sp?) and would literally rather have my nails pulled from my nail beds than be injected with the stuff but I’ve never responded like that. It’s normally just a grin and bare it kind of thing. But in this case I just started crying and couldn’t control it. LolSo they do the procedure and I go out to the waiting room and the look of absolute sympathy on my Fiance face just hit me. He just got up, took me in his arms, and held me so tightly as I let out the most irrational and blubbery sob. I didn’t expect things to play out the way they did so I hadn’t eaten and wasn’t supposed to eat for several hours. So we came home and my Fiance put on my favorite movie, sat me down, and rubbed my back. I guess at some Point I fell asleep because next thing I know he was waking me up and had made some homemade broccoli
soup (my fave) and this hilariously dorky and cute crayon drawing of us driving to the dentist (we use to draw pictures to each other in high school) T
hen I found out he steamed my dress for my bridal shower t
omorrow, set out my shoes, and my jewelry.
Now I am just lying awake in bed looking at this incredible guy who is all mine. I just can’t for the life of me understand how I ended up with a guy who is so amazingly sweet especially during those time I need it the most.