- Miss Co-Pilot
- 7 years ago
This is my first real post (besides my intro), as I like to lurk alot.
My bf and I have been together for 2 years and living together a year and a half. I have been hurt alot before, but I know that mister pilot is THE ONE.
Anyways, since my man works alot and I have a crazy scheduel of my own, I spend alot of time alone. Yesterday I was hoping for a nice lazy saturday just him and I. Well he had to go to work…and I stayed home studying for university midterms instead. At 2pm he let me know that one of his flight students (and some of his friends) wanted to make him supper so he wouldn’t be home until 12 pm.
I was upset not because he was going out for supper, but because I was alone again…If i go out with friends I alwasy make sure that he is invited or what his plans will be. I always make sure my man will be ok 😉 And because I feel like im rowing a boat alone, he says he wants to get married but the issue is money wich is true but I try to tell him that we will ALWAYS have stuff to pay, be it a house, a car, our students loans…
He gets excited when we talk about rings, venues and colors…but I know for a fact that im the only one saving for our engagement / wedding right now.
When he got home I was in bed and crying…oh boy did I cry.
I let him know how i feel, that im affraid he is stringing me along, that he wont make a move until all the financial and career stars are all aligned. He told me again that he wants to get married and have kids because his life would not be the same without me and he loves me.
My bf is pilot, his goal is to get into a big airline, for that we need to move up north in canada. He recently got an offer to move, I said I would go because this would help his dream to come true, and move us along to our married life. He said he hoped I was goign to say no because he really didn’t want to move that far up north…
Im angry at him for never stepping up to the plate!
Sorry if this was a long rant…sometimes i think maybe im being to hard on him??