- Champagne Wishes
- 9 years ago
- Wedding: May 2010
I feel so alone in this so I was hoping someone else can tell me I am normal for feeling the way I do.
I have been engaged 2 months and about 1 month in, I started to freak out. It got to the point I started anxiety meds cause my mind would not shut off.
I think this is all cold feet stemming from my childhood. My parents divorced when I was five. My dad cheated on my mom well before they were married, through there marriage and now this behavior with my step mom. My mom, after 20 years, has never remarried. She was close once then he called off the wedding one month before the wedding.
I WAS BLISSFULLY HAPPY JUST OVER A MONTH AGO! I want that back so badly.
I have communicated with my fiance and he is hanging in there but I feel so rotten.
Has anyone got cold feet so quickly? I can’t imagine being without him but I am so scared to lose him.
Please someone just tell me this is normal.