- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2016
Sort of a rant, but I am really sad right now. Might be long.
Back story :So the other day, I had an 8 am final, a 10 am final and then work from noon to seven. I came home from work and my dad was home. In the garage, smoking a cigar and drinking a beer. Instead of picking up the house like i normally do first thing, I decided that I needed to let the ferrets out of their cage to play for a while ( poor things have been on the back burner because of finals).
My dad comes in and starts yelling at me because my car is a mess, ( it is, there are books and papers EVERYWHERE), my room is a mess, ( Finals+40hr work week+ papers= no time to clean)and I did not do my chores for the day before I left . I had told mom that i would do them when i got home from work.
Everyday I do the same thing, Do the dishes ( that I am not even here to make, most of my meals come from work) sweep the floor, clean the tub. and every other day I vaccum and clean the ferrets cage.I do laundry when i get around to it.
I was told that I was lazy and that I stayed out too late, and that come January first, i need to start looking for somewhere to live.
I was upset, but he had been drinking so i did not let it bother me to much.
Tonight at work, I was packing up some of the left over ribs to take to my dad, and my brother asked me if i was trying to get back in good graces?
” What do you mean”
“mom and dad want to kick you out of the house.”
“Because you don’t do anything around the house. You are out untill 1 in the morning all the time. You are never home. You are either at work school or FI’s house.”
I think I am mostly upset that my little brother does litterally NOTHING around the house, and I pick up after him, my dad, the dogs, and i try and help my mom with the laundry and I DO NOTHING. and I am getting kicked out?
I know that this sounds like a cinderella complex, but it really is not, I work full time, It is impossible to do school work at my house because everytime someone sees me on the computer or with a book, I need to help them do something, or i need to do laundry, and I litterally have no TIME to do it. I go to FI’s house after work to do homework! I have a thesis paper due soon… and the olny place i can work on it IS at FI’s house. It’s not like I am out partying or drinking everynight, hell, I don’t go out even once every six months!
I can’t afford an Apartment, i litterally have -68$ in my bank account right now.
I am putting myself through school, and I Owe 5000$ to the school, and 5000$ that i put on a credit card to pay for some of a semester because my parents WILL NOT co- sign a loan for me.
I feel like I am whineing, but I am upset. I am afriad that I will not have a roof over my head in two weeks. I really do not know what to do…