- 6 years ago
Ok so lately I have been very upset because I have felt numb towards my boyfriend of 4 years, i know I love him and He’s who I want to marry, trust me we went a month without each other and I thought I was gonna die. But anyways feeling numb has had me really upset and crying all day. Well as I started thinking about it, it wasn’t just that , that was going on with me, I also have been very lazy not wanting to do anything, clean my house, do my homework , go to class, or even play with my dog. I’m normally a very happy person, but lately I’ve been very glum. I started googling these symptoms and depression seemed to fit exactly. This is my first year in college, and honestly I’ve yet to like it and wasn’t looking forward to it like all of my other friends. Well back at home I had alot of friends whom I was always with, I was always doing something , and my Mamaw(who means the world to me)was where I always was.I don’t know if the stress of school or something, but I’m starting to think something has triggered me to go into depression. What’s weird is it was all of the sudden, basically ever since I got back to school since Spring Break. Does this sound like depression? Has anyone gone through this? Do you think this is what’s affecting my relationship? PLEASE HELP!!!! Especially if you know ways to break this!!!!!