- 3 years ago
What a difference 24 hours makes! For anyone who saw my previous post I was thinking my SO was stalling and moving goal posts. I had a meltdown. He was giving me no information which I took as his non readiness. Sometimes it’s good to talk to your SO’s about how you are really feeling. When my SO saw me so upset he was about to reveal the actual date he planned to propose and I was like no no I do not want to know. We made up and I agreed to relax and go with the flow! He reassured me it would be a surprise he didn’t want me to know any details.then today jokingly he handed me money and said here go buy yourself an engagement ring. I was like you’re gonna need more than that. Then he said don’t worry you’ll be picking yours! ( alot of guys in the uk propose with a fake ring and then you get the actual ring together or other guys just pick the rings themselves)I’m relieved I’ll be involved! He reassured me he’s not gonna leave me waiting years! we also discussed details of our wedding in more detail than we ever Had before. We both agreed on the size and how we’re not pumping all our savings into one day!
I feel like a b@”tch for thinking he would lead me on like that. But it’s good I had that meltdown. We’ve both completely laid our cards on the table and now I am an excited waiting bee instead of an extremely anxious one! He said to me today why are you so happy?! Cos I genuinely feel like a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders! I don’t care if its 4 months away 10 months or a year! I know it will happen yippee!!!