- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2009
So after seeing ColeB have a BFP I obviously couldn’t resist testing for the second time today, especially since when I felt my cervix today it was high and soft. And I feel crampy and nauseous. So I POAS’d … a cheapo CVS brand blue dye… and I swore after a minute I saw a faint faint line, so I got excited and took it apart to get a better look and it went away. Is that possible?!
As I was rushing out the door to buy another test I told Darling Husband I was going to buy an ingredient for dinner.. that’s what I said.. an ingredient.. because I really didn’t want to tell him until I know for sure and that was the first thing that popped into my head in the state I was in. On the way to the store, I called bunny who advised me to buy a FRER. I also bought some sweet potatoes which are of course a pregnancy super food and since I had to get an ingredient for dinner so as not to alarm Darling Husband. Well when I got home he decided that was the right moment to get up from his video games and hug me so he caught me with my tests and scolded me for being to anxious, and that I should wait until I miss my period. I just said I wanted to test now, so I did, and now I don’t really see anything. I thought there might be the FAINTEST of lines but nothing that would ever show up on a picture and if I had showed Darling Husband I know he would’ve called it neg because he just doesn’t understand. Of course he didn’t even ask me what the results were.
FRER at Walgreen’s was $13 after taxes for 3 of them so now I have 2 more… I don’t know how I’m going to sleep tonight.