- 2 years ago
So My fiance is sleeping right now on the couch. He accidently fell asleep while playing with my son. He was really tired since he works 7 days a week and hasnt had a real day off in about 4 mths give or take! Anyways, I just noticed I found myself staring at him daydreaming almost of sorts, thinking “Wow, I still cant beleive I was so lucky to have my best friend fall in love with me and me him!, Im so lucky to have a man love me who sacrafices everythings for himself for myself and a child thats not his by blood! (he loves him just the same as my son had no father befor him and he can not have children of his own)” So while I look at him I cant help but think how lucky I am for so many reasons like him letting me stay home and he works so I could take care of a child with mental health issues or befor finding out how sick I am and that Ill be starting a treatment plan that will rain hell on us at the end of June, Im lucky he is sticking it out and taking care of me when he could of ran or said he didnt sign up for this. I realize how lucky and blessed I truly am and I just wonder if any other Bees feel the same and daydream these thoughts about their SO?