- 7 years ago
- Wedding: August 2011
Sing?! I woke up this morning with the Bob Marley tune “Is This Love” in my head. Like, literally, I woke up just whispering the chorus, and singing it out loud. Crazy, but true (no judgement zone ladies, lol). Anywhoo…it seems like, ever since we got engaged back in September, I just look at him differently. He’s always been the type to fix the car, take out the trash, hell, burp and fart too, but its allll so different now. Me being 30-something, and getting married again (I was 21 then), is not the same. I vowed to find love, but not fall too deep in it…being hurt was so damaging and hard to deal with. But this man here….the more I tried to not love him, the more things I find to love about him. I find myself staring at him while he’s sleeping…his annoying burps now just mean that he enjoyed the meal I prepared…him wanting to always help me and fix things don’t bother me anymore…and I don’t mind (what I deemed to be embarrassing at one point) those slaps on the booty that he gives, yes, even sometimes in public (shreik). I know I love him…but, I’m falling so deep in love with him…and today is another good day…and dammit, I’m gonna sing….