- 8 years ago
- Wedding: January 2011
so i got a text from our photographer this morning saying that she went to hospital last night for bad back spasms and could she reschedule our e-pics for next week due to her medication. unfortunately, Fiance lives 10 hrs away and is only visiting home through wedneday. so i call her and i let her know about this so they’re tentatively resched for tomorrow which is good but i still can’t help feeling…i don’t know, annoyed? sad? guilty? it’s hard for me to pinpoint. if Fiance LIVED here i don’t think i would be feeling this way so much because then i’d have had no issue with pushing it back a week. but now i feel guilty because she’s hurt her back and really should be recovering. she was the one that actually suggested monday once i explained about Fiance so i probably shouldn’t even worry about it. unfortunately we can’t just reschedule them for later because Fiance won’t be back in town until late october and we’re doing marriage prep classes then.
i just can’t help but feel annoyed over the situation even though it was completely beyond her control. so then i feel bad about feeling annoyed and it becomes one of those vicious cycles. blah