- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
Okay, so I haven’t posted much since joining; but what I HAVE posted has been very exemplary of how I’ve been feeling: impatient. Also, I am a terribly impatient person in general, just as a personality trait (and I do realize it’s not a particularly attractive trait) … BUT I found out today that Mr.A is planning on proposing a week from tomorrow!!! Our set wedding date is a year from today and I was being grouchy because I work in a restaurant and generally work nights and weekends but have tonight off and thought “well … maybe?” but then he didn’t have any plans.
So I was essentially being a brat (I know I know, not cute but waiting is hard) and he was like “I know you know I have the ring and I know you’re anxious. I love you and I want to marry you. I talked to your boss and you will have next Saturday morning (all day til 5) off. Don’t ask anymore questions” … I know he’s talked to both my dad and my stepdad already and he has the ring. I’m SOOOOOO excited! A week from tomorrow and I’ll be engaged! Not sure how or where, but it’s gonna happen! YAY! Now I just have to keep my impatience and curiousity to myself for the next week!!!
And I know I should feel like it has ruined the surprise, or rather that I have ruined the surprise – but having a serious time line and knowing it will definitely happen next weekend has made me SO happy (also I really dislike surprises – I’m very type A and being out of the loop irritates me). I’ve been SO anxious and frustrated for months but I know I’ll be just floating through the next week (hopefully) 🙂