- 4 years ago
- Wedding: May 2015
Bees, I snooped!!!!!! I didn’t plan to, but I did.
And I found out that my SO ordered a ring way back in July!!!!! I saw a receipt subject line on the computer!!!!! We sometimes use each other’s computers, and his was on and he was not home, and his email was on the screen. I needed to look something up online, so I went on the computer. But there was his email. BAD GIRL!!!
I am a VERY, VERY NAUGHTY GIRL. AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
I guess he might have been planning to propose on our vacation in August, because I imagine he had the ring in his posession by then. But he didn’t, because the place we went for our vacation, while fun once, was not really a spot we wanted to go back to. I guess since it wasn’t the most memorable place, he must have decided not to do it then, because I think the place we get engaged will become a special one! Plus I have no freaking idea if he has said anything to my parents. I asked them not to tell me if he did speak to them, because I didn’t want to know, so they could be keeping a secret from me at this very moment! Holy Shit!
The only thing is, I told him at some point in the last couple of months that I was worried that the band of the ring I now think he ordered might be too thin. What if he sent it back?????!!!!!!
If he didn’t send it back after I stupidly said something (that was the conversation in which he said I could rely on him to “have initiative in this,”), then IT IS IN THE HOUSE!!! Or in his parents’ house, as they live nearby and I would be less likely to find it there.
AAAAHHHH!!! I am so excited, and guilty! I didn’t think I would find anything. No more snooping for me! It’s dangerous!
I bet he is waiting for my classes to be over until he proposes. In fact I am 95% sure that is what’s going on. UGH, I need school to go away! 2 more months of it and then I can live with him full-time again… the time can’t go by fast enough.