- 7 years ago
- Wedding: August 2011
I will try to keep this short and simple but have a lot of bitter feelings lately!!
My dress came in last week and 2 of my sisters were “too busy” to come look at with me, so I went alone..I really wished someone was there to ease my feelings of regret on the dress, which I am now over..originally it was my 16 year old sister and my 2 friends as BM’s, then my other 2 sisters made a stink about it ( I didn’t want them in the wedding bc I knew money was an issue..I won’t even go there!), so now they are in it, and no one asks me anything about the wedding…wonder if I am getting married sometimes!?!
Second…my fiance’s family…my fiance was the rebel child, the older brother is perfect, married to his HS sweetheart, 3 kids, loaded, yada yada ya. His wife’s family has always been top priorority . This past weekend , she (wife) took her brothers fiance (her brother happened to be a rebel too) up to a spa resort. So the pics are on FB and they are all giddy having a great time looking at bridal stuff. Not going to lie, jealous..for many reasons..probably because my family is sucking at being excited for me, and his brother could care less about him.
Just had to vent about my bitter feelings, anyone else have bitter jealous resentment out there…anyone? LOL