- 5 years ago
- Wedding: December 2012
I am very curious if anyone felt a little distant from their Fi right before they got married.
Its not cold feet on my end its more like he works 14-16 hour shifts so we haven’t really seen each other a lot which really sucks. He just comes home takes shower we eat dinner and he goes to sleep so then i am by myself, pretty much I can’t wait till the freaking honeymoon to finally spend time together! lol It just sucks i feel a little lonely lately.
It’s wierd because its not just him that makes me feel lonely my girls also add to that because it feels like everyone besides my fi and parents are ignoring me. Which of course i think i watch WAY to many movies so i think the week leading up to the wedding would be a lil different. :/ I joke to my hubby that i shouldv’e become a bridezilla that way everyone had a reason to ignore me, but i’m not so i don’t understand why they are.
Now before people jump to conclusions about my girls and them ignoring me per’se. They do have lives that i know lol but i actually talk to them every other day, no lie! so not hearing from them and reaching out to them without a reply is a little wierd for me which makes me =feel the way i feel. :/
My mother talked to me and tried to figure out why i feel this way. I just think i’m a little extra hormonal cause of my period lol but still it sucks! I want to be HAPPY the week leadin up to the most important day of my life but i’m in a really Deep funk 🙁
&& not sure how to get out of it?!
Thanks for letting me vent and i hope i don’t upset anyone on this. :/