- 8 years ago
- Wedding: April 2010
So. I have less than two weeks to go. I am feeling like I am not doing anything well – I’m distracted from work so work is suffering, I’m 3000 miles from home (where the wedding is taking place) so I feel like I haven’t done everything I need to do for it, I haven’t changed my eating or exercise routines the way I thought I might so I am worried that I’ll kick myself on April 10th and wish I’d gotten into better shape, I had great visions of DIY or little details/touches but haven’t followed through, we’ve been working on our house at the same time and I feel like I haven’t done enough (or maintained it enough) over the past few months and I’ll come back to a house that will require a lot of effort to bring it up to speed. I just feel like everything is slipping at least a little. I hate to wish the planning process/engagement away but I basically feel like I’m flying by the seat of my pants and hoping it all goes well!
Is anyone else out there feeling the same way? Or am I the only bride to be who’s not feeling organized/prepared/adequate???