- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
So, we’ve had a lot of changes recently–well, not a LOT, but what feels like a lot. Recently we moved, so that’s brought on new expenses, and a requiring of shifting of our budget. And I think between the moving and the wedding date happening so soon, I’ve been feeling a lot of nervousness and unsettled-ness. This morning I was thinking about it and realizing I’m just waiting for everything to go back to normal.
Before this morning, I hadn’t really thought about having the wedding being over with as a return to normal, becauuse I really have enjoyed this whole planning process. I’ve been really lucky to have a lot of support, with planning, stressing, and financial. And I guess because of that, I hadn’t really thought that a part of me would want the wedding to be over, because I’m looking forward to it, and have been mostly excited about this whole process. Though I realized this morning that really, it’s a lot of little details that I keep having to figure out, and small stressors here or there that have to be figured out. And when the wedding is done, I won’t have to worry about those little things anymore. I mean, I think I’ll miss the planning and the fun of it. Though I think part of me may be relieved. Which is something I hadn’t realized I was feeling.
Did anyone else feel like this? Like, after the wedding, “real life” could resume again?