- 6 years ago
- Wedding: September 2012
Hive, I’ve been feeling sad about our wedding party lately. I have my best friend and my cousin standing up on my side. I also requested my best guy friend to stand up as well, he will be hanging out on FI’s side.
Fiance only asked one person: his cousin. Now Fiance isn’t particularily close to anyone, he doesn’t have any guy friends he hangs out with a lot (the one that he does is going to be performing the ceremony for us), it’s just how he rolls. I just feel bad that I have 3 people and he only has one.
I feel like it’s super selfish of me to have a guy that he doesn’t even hang out with standing up on his side. They get along 95% of the time (and there’s no jealous issues, my friend is gay) but occasionally my friend has foot in mouth syndrome and it rubs Fiance the wrong way.
I told Fiance how I was feeling and he responded with that he was ok with it and the way he looks at it is he could be standing up there alone and it wouldn’t matter because in the end it’s about just us. (Which I found super sweet :))
But I just can’t get over this crappy feeling :(.