- 5 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
Ugh. I’ve been in such a mood the last 4 days, probably because I have an unwanted visitor and my hormones are playing musical chairs. Some of you who may have read my previous posts know that I’ve been thinking he’s going to propose around our Thanksgiving trip. This is only due to him saying in July we need to get my finger sized and off hand comments about how he was excited about the trip. Then he shut up about it. So I took that as a sign that maaaaybe. (We’ve also set a tentative wedding timeframe for sometime next summer).
But as next week approaches I’m not sure of the probability of it happening. So I’m a little preemptively disheartened. On top of that, part of the moodiness is stemming from putting a little bit of healthy space between my SO and I. We moved into the same apartment complex/building in July but have separate places as we didn’t want to live together before marriage. But I pretty much live there. My cat lives there with his cat brother. I was sleeping there for weeks straight and while we both got comfortable with that my SO has been more firm in saying I should sleep at my own place most nights. He’s right, but I don’t like it. You might say my love language is quality time.
So between feeling a tad SO lonely and this upcoming trip (which I should be excited for because I get to see my family) I’m just feeling frowny.
Any cheerful words or pictures?