- 4 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
so its 4 weeks until the wedding. im stressed to the max. FI is being a complete ******. He hasnt helped with one thing, and the things he does have to help with hes not done!
i feel so unloved atm. All he does it moan, about my “lack of house work”, money, everything!!
and to top it off, its his lunch break so i sent him some self nudies, haha, to try and get the spark going. he had read the message but not replied.. so i said “??” and he had ago at me! saying he was busy, and now iv pissed him off with me being a moody fucker!
i honestly dont know if i can do this, i adore the man. i really do. iv been through alot with him the past 7 years, he made alot of mistakes, i forgave him, and we moved on. but as im getting more stressed, the things he did are coming back and haunting me. [he didnt cheat, not irl anyway. he told my “friend” how much he f***ing fancied her]
i honestly dont think he fancies me anymore. i just have a feeling. and tbh i dont blame him at all, i look a state.
im so fed up, i want to marry but, but my god hes hard work..
to top it off, he was supposed to be going to therapy to try and be dignoised with adhd, yet he went one time and couldnt get the time off for next one, so never went!
another thing he does, if anything happens with the kids, i.e i dont put socks on them if there wearing shoes that doesnt need them, and my sister says somehting to him, he always says “thats kims job to dress the kids, not mine”.. its always my fault!!