- 5 years ago
- Wedding: January 2014
So is the last couple of days (weeks) I’ve been stressing on why doesn’t my boyfriend propose yet, after some advice from you I decided that it’s silly just being crazy about it and decided to forget it. Yes, i’m going to focus on me now and do stuff that i’ve wanted to do and didn’t do or had time to. Marrige if offtopic for the next 6-12 months and then again i will return the topic and hopefully get a better answer.
We already talked about marriage and he promises I will get it has soon as is the right time, so I guess the best way to deal with the WHENs is just, forget about it and focus on me and how great our relashionship is 🙂
So… I decided I wanted to lose some weight, it’s a challenge because I’ve always been a heavy girl and tried dieting and end up losing like 30 kg (about 60 lbs) and then putting them on again. Not anymore, I need to do it for myself and for my health, so it’s a new challenge, I will try to eat better and exercise more often (I’m already doing 2 time/week swimming lessons but I plan to do some runs in between). Hopefully I will reach my goal weigth and lose the 25 kg (50 lbs) that I’ve been scared to admit that I gained and feel better about myself and my body 🙂
Does anyone feels the same way? I see this new challange as a way to gain my mind back and just forget a little bit about that proposal craziness that’s been eating me.
Maybe it will happen, maybe not, it’s not in my control, my boyfriend know how important it is to me, and he already said he would propose, so why stress about it.
Also I’m learning german! 😀
Any waiting bee want to join me on a diet? 🙂 Or maybe you have another way to keep your mind ocupied? Please share 🙂