- 5 years ago
- Wedding: May 2011
Well it wasn’t the way I wanted my weekend to end but at least she is not suffering anymore.
Grandma passed away around 8 last night. I was there with her for a few hours yesterday afternoon with my mom. We listened to the rosary and sat there with Grandma. Hospice came in while I was there and checked on her. Her BP was 88/78 and the hospice nurse said that once the BP numbers start to get close to each other it is a matter of hours. They gave her pain meds every hour because every time they moved her she would grimmace as if she were in pain.
My mom told me how when my grandma and grandpa were younger they loved to go dancing. They loved to ballroom dance. She gets to do that again with him now.
I feel bitter and selfish though. I wanted more time with her. I feel like I should have called more or visited more often. Maybe she would still be here.