- 2 years ago
- Wedding: June 2013
My best friend will be making the trip to come out and visit me the weekend of mothers day.
She is a mom to a 2 year old. She will be staying at my place and I can’t wait.
Until she said she’s bringing her sister in law and her 6 month old.
And then she says that for the sight seeing on mothers day, her sister who has a 2 week old will be coming along as well (not staying at my place, but meeting us in the city for the day).
I am wanting a baby so bad. So bad. But we aren’t going to try for at least another year once we are a bit more set up.
To be honest, I’m not a huge fan of kids I don’t know. I am that person that feels so awkward when people try to force me to hold their babies. Yet I can’t wait for my own (I know…sounds strange) and I know I’ll be a great mom….but yeah. I also hate feeling left out. I am the only one of my friends who is still childless. I know waiting is for the best though. But I feel left behind as it is, and the idea of wanting a baby has really revved up the past few months. I don’t enjoy sharing the day with a bunch of moms (maybe I’m jealous. But I have a hard time relating).
Sigh. I guess I don’t have any questions. Just didn’t have anyone else to say this to.