Post # 1
It’s been a while. Work has been taking over my life.
Still waiting, obviously.
It’s a hard waiting day and I’m not sure why. I find myself teary eyed over everything. Christmas is 85 days away and I’m already preparing myself for the let down of no engagement in December. Even though I think that is when he is going to do it, I still can’t be sure. i just don’t know.
I hate days like this.
Post # 3
***HUGS!*** I have those too, in fact we all do. I was up last night, not able to sleep watching proposal videos on youtube (I wonder if that is rock bottom). Please hang in there!
Post # 4
Oh God, Hbomb84! Were you in the room with me last night?! Because I totally stayed up watching proposal videos! I couldn’t get engagement off of my mind last night for some reason.
@onelovegal: I hear you about the disappointment thing. I’ve had a few occasions when I thought MAYBE he might propose. But even though I know he’s not going to propose by the end of the year, I still keep my hopes up for my upcoming birthday and Christmas. Blegh. It’s hard sometimes. But remember why you love him and why you’re waiting in the first place.
Post # 5
@katiebeary: We were with each other in spirit! I knew it 🙂 Did you see the one about the marine who flew home and surprised his SO in dallas? Or the one where this girl was surrounded by the her hometown and when they took the blindfold off she squeeled when she saw the ring? I think I cried for like 10 minutes watching these videos!
Post # 6
@Hbomb84: Unfortunately I didn’t see any of those! I saw a theater preview proposal, Disneyland proposal, a musical proposal and wedding, and a few others. I cried too, we’re such weenies! But it makes me wonder how I’m going to react when Mr. Beary proposes. . . 😀
Post # 7
Aww Hang in there! Try your hardest to let things run their course. Otherwise, the anger and resentment will end up damaging the same relationship you love enough to be in the rest of your life! Keep your head up 🙂
Post # 8
@onelovegal: i know how you feel. i’m hoping against hope that i could be getting an extra special present this christmas (though, honestly, i don’t see the timing working out). on top of that, i’ve been in a very holiday-ish mood lately, listening to christmas music all week. i think my brain is trying to make winter get here faster, even if i’m not going to get anything. hang in there, this too shall pass!
Post # 9
*big hugs* i know exactly how you feel. i had a horrible waiting yesterday. watch a cheezy disney movie and get a thing of ice cream and go to town 🙂
Post # 10
@katiebeary: We are going to be blubbering idots!
Post # 11
Totally know how you feel! I had a bad waiting day last weekend as I thought he was going to propose and didn’t (he was being all weird secretive but now I don’t really think that meant anything). Hang in there, we’ve all been there.
My mom’s even got the bug now told me this morning when I talked to her that she had a dream that he had proposed to me. You know it’s bad when your mom talks about dreaming about it LOL
Post # 12
@Hbomb84: I didn’t know there was such a thing…. I’ve just watched the “Forever” by Chris Brown aisle dance a lot. lol. But if thats rock bottom oh well, its nice to know people are so happy! 😀
Post # 13
- Wedding: November 2011 - Neverland Farms
Hang in there ladies! I was there!
And in case you need a new video, I’ve been obsessing over this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hya9xxn7CA0
Post # 14
@onelovegal: Urg. Waiting sometimes is very very hard. Especially if your almost sure he’s going to propose (because SOMEONE ELSE suggests it *cough* mom *cough*) lol. Its weird feeling to be dissapointed over something that didn’t happen and he had no intention of doing. Then he has no idea why I’m bummed. Lol.
I feel you lady! May work overwhelm us so we don’t become consumed by waiting! 🙂
Post # 15
Many times I thought maybe a proposal was in store for me – now I am hoping for at the most an end of year engagement.. but now its rolling down (85 days you say?!) I am becoming more doubtful of it happening.
Will someone please give me mind reading capabilities so I can at least find out a clue/a timeline so at least so I don’t keep building myself up. Ugh.. lol