- 6 years ago
But, it wasn’t all bad. I think I got a hint! I was mopey for a few hours, he asked what he could do. I told him I’ve been trying really hard to not bring up engagement and everything is kind of bottled up, hence me being overly sad when he told me the news.
He told me not to worry, and promised that my time is coming sooner rather than later. We’ve already established a proposal is coming by the end of the year, so I think he could mean it’s happening soon(!), not in December or something. The $ is set aside and ring picked out. I asked him if he knew when it was coming and he said he has an idea, and then reminded me that he can’t tell me anything to ruin the surprise. Our 2 year anniversary is in less than two months, and we’re going away to the conference that we met at a couple days before.
I always feel so silly after these meltdowns, because I KNOW it’s happening and I need to just enjoy the here and now (as SO says). Now that I’m in the home stretch, time is just dragging! I hope it happens sooner than December…