Post # 1
Well ladies, it looks like I’m back to the TTC boards again. Some of you may have read my other post but if not, we found out at our ultrasound appointment this week that I had a missed miscarriage. My husband and I are pretty devestated. I would have been 12 weeks and 1 day pregnant today. We were so excited about the timing of the pregnancy because it meant that when we saw our friends and family over the holidays we could tell them the exciting news. We held off on telling anyone early because we already had a miscarriage in July at 7 weeks pregnant. All of our Christmas plans have revolved around how we’re going to surprise everyone including our parents. Honestly, now that we’ve had the MC, I just want the holidays to be over with. 🙁
As heartbroken and disappointed as I am right now, I still feel ready to TTC again in the near future. Obviously I will give my body time to heal first though. My prayer is that in 2013 I will get my sticky baby and I’m sure many of you are hoping for the same thing.
I put my Christmas tree up over a month ago and didn’t realize until this week that the ornament on the front and center of our tree says “HOPE” on it. I’m not even sure where the ornament came from. I’ve spent the last few days laying on our couch and crying my eyes out and everytime I look over at our little Christmas tree, I see this ornament that says “HOPE”. I feel like no matter how bad things are right now, I owe it to my future babies not to lose hope that I will get to meet them one day and be their mommy.
I took a picture to share with you ladies. I truly hope for a healthy pregnancy in 2013 not just for myself but for the rest of you who are TTC as well.
Post # 3
@As_You_Wish: I just almost cried. I am so sorry you are going through this BUT there is hope for 2013! You are so strong and there will come a time when you have a sticky baby! I will be praying for you!
Post # 4
Awwww! *hugs* I hope, and pray with you too. I am sure you’ll be back here 2013 with good news. Best wishes as you try again next year. Lots of Love.
Post # 5
@As_You_Wish: I’m so sorry for your loss. Keeping you guys in my thoughts to get through the holidays as best you can. THird time’s a charm! 😉 You’ll get your sticky baby!
Post # 6
I’m sure you guys are beyond devastated, and I can’t even begin to understand what you’re going through. You have a most fantastic outlook, and I sincerely hope that you get a happy, healthy, perfect bundle of joy sooner rather than later. Tis the season for comfort and joy, and from what I’ve read, you deserve a lot of both 🙂
Post # 7
I am so sorry for your loss
Post # 8
I am so sorry for your loss. What an amazing sign to see the Hope ornament. Praying you get your sticky baby next year!
Post # 9
I’m so sorry you had to go through another MC. All the best for 2013, hope you get your sticky baby!
Post # 10
I’m so sorry to hear this 🙁 I hope everything works out in the new year and willing you a sticky baby!
Post # 11
*hugs* Wishing you joy & a sticky baby in 2013.
Post # 12
@As_You_Wish: I am so sorry for what you are going through and what you have been through. I cannot even imagine how hard this loss must be. Your positive attitude and outlook for the future is amazing and makes me sure that there is brightness right around the corner for you. Take care of yourself, and I hope you can find some peace and joy over the holidays.
Post # 13
@As_You_Wish: I am so sorry that you are going through this a second time. You have a great attitude and I am praying that you will be blessed with a little one in 2013. I promise you that all the heartache is worth it when you do become a mom… I will never forget the baby I lost when I miscarried in February, but had it not been for that loss, I would not have the sweet baby I have now (who was conceived soon after my mc). I adore my little girl and know that this is how things were meant to be. I hope you get your sticky baby soon! Is the new OB going to do any tests to make sure everything is okay (thyroid, blood type, etc?). I will be thinking of you.
Post # 14
This is so incredibly unfair. I’m so sorry for your loss……but glad that you remain hopeful throughout! FX you can heal and try again soon. XOXOX
Post # 15
I’m so so sorry! I’m glad you are holding on to hope! As the other ladies have said, I hope you find peace and joy this holiday season.
Post # 16
I’m so sorry for your heartbreaking loss. I’m glad you’re holding out hope (and so is your xmas tree!).