- 5 years ago
- Wedding: November 2013
so im 11 weeks out from my wedding.
i bought my dress second hand, and when i bought it it fit like an absolute glove! perfect (except for the lenght, which my mum is taking up for me) And there was a teeny bit if bust room, but i was assured with a good bra it would fix up. I tried in on once when i got it home, and thats it. Im now 11 weeks out and cant even show my mum what it looks like on me because it doesnt fit anymore.
when i tried it on i wasnt happy with how my arms looked, and i had a bit of back fat that i was unhappy with, but that bad boy fit me. Now i cant get it zipped up, and its just taken all my confidence. Im so worried im not going to look like a bride, and just someone that chucked on a dress. I just cant seem to get motivated to fit into that dress, because i feel like a failure. All i wanted out of my wedding was to feel like the most beutiful girl in the room, and right now i feel like by bridesmaids will outshine me.
Ive been doing everything else in terms of beauty, teeth whitening, hair masks, skin purifiers, body scrubs, and even hand lotion so my hands (which will hopefully be in alot of photos) look smooth and bridalicious! But this is really weighing me down.
I bought my dream dress on a fluke (Alfred Angelos Cinderella 205 in white) and now im thinking that since my shoulders look huge in it that mabey i should have picked a more flattering dress, since ive got larger boobs, and it doesnt seem that flattering in my pictures.
im doubting everything bees! I know i have time to fix it, and my hubby to be is a fitness trainer and nutritionist so its not like the resources arent available. Im just zapped on confidence and drive now, and i should have it more than ever!