- 6 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
Ladies and gents, my wedding is this coming Saturday the 15th! I really just can’t believe it’s FINALLY here. It seems so surreal. My FI asked my father for his permission to marry me in February of 2010, and it seems so damn unreal to me that all this time has passed. It seems like I’ve planned or talked about plans or fretted about plans forever, and now, very soon, it will all culminate and then it will be over.
I just – I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around it! It feels like there’s still so much to do, like I haven’t gotten it all put together and it’s going to be…I don’t know. I just don’t know. I’m really afraid that it’s not going to come together at all, that it won’t flow or something, or that it will be stupid. I’m afraid of having so much attention on me – while at the same time knowing I do okay with crowds and making speeches in front of strangers. I’m afraid of something going horribly wrong or just that it won’t seem as “put together” as I want it to be.
Are these concerns that everyone has? (I’m sure, lol.) What did you bees who are already married do/experience/etc. during the final week before your big day? Please share your experiences with me! It always helps me to hear of other people’s experiences/feelings/thoughts – makes me feel less alone and a little less crazy for thinking all of this stuff.
And I’m so jittery-excited.
I will be married in a week. A WEEK! Married! My stomach is full of butterflies. 😀