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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    How many tears can one shed in a day?  I'm not sure, but I think I may have broken the record.  Today, I had to euthenize my beloved yellow lab Hunnie.  She had fallen sick about 6 weeks ago and the vet did bloodwork and determined that she most likely had liver disease/cancer.  I did a lot of research about this and learned that dogs can live for a while if given the right diet, meds, etc.  Hunnie responded so well to the special "people" food, antibiotics, and liver functioning pills.  She was doing so great, that she had gained weight, was barking at the neighbors again, and enjoyed digging in the yard.  We decided it was okay for us to go out of town and my Dad and brother's girlfriend cared for her (and the other doggies).  Sadly, we got a call Thursday night that she had a bad day.  She wasn't able to get around, had vomited, and wasn't interested in eating.  Needless to say, I ended my vacation three days early to be with her.  I didn't want for Hunnie to be without her Momma, nor did I want her to suffer.  I arrived home late last night and slept with her on the floor.  She was sooo happy to see me...wagged her tail, gave me kisses, and tried pawing me.  Sadly, she looked as if she had a stroke and had lost functioning on the left side.  I took her to the vet this morning to have her euthanized.  As difficult as it was, I am so glad that she was able to look into my eyes and I could tell her how much I loved her and was so blessed to have her bring joy to my life for 12 years.  I can't believe how much I've cried today and am hopeful that she's gone over the Rainbow Bridge. 

    RIP Hunnie, Hunner Bunner, Hunya Bunya, Booger, Booger Dee...

    How Many Tears... :  wedding pet loss tears Hunnie1

     
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    DesireeAnne    October 13, 2012   South Jersey

    @melisslp: I am so sorry for your loss.  The story makes me want to cry so I can only imagine how you feel.  I wish there was more that I could say or do to help you feel better.  -hugs-

     
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    SoontobeMrsA    June 2012   MA/NH line

    I'm so sorry :( It is always so hard to lose a dear friend.

     
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    minie77       Canada

    I am so sorry for your loss :(  My heart goes out to you.  There is no doubt in my mind that she's gone over to the rainbow bridge, joining all our other beloved pets.

    I personally love animals, and have 1 pug and 2 cats.  We also foster dogs for this local dog rescue organization.  Hunnie had a great, long life with people who loved her. 

    ((((hugs))))

    PS - that is a beautiful picture of her.

     
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    EleanorRigby    June 2011  

    So sorry :(  Sounds like she lived a good life and was a sweet dog.

     
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    pink.sequins    October 1, 2011   NorCal

    Awwww, so sorry you're going through this. * hugs *

     
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    SapphireSun    July 9, 2010   Vancouver, BC

    I'm sorry for your loss.  It sounds like she lived a great life with a loving owner.

     
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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    @DesireeAnne: Hope I didn't make you get too teary-eyed.  I appreciate your kind thoughts.

    @SoontobeMrsA:  Thanks, online friend!

    @minie77:  Thanks for the compliment and your affirmation that Hunnie is over the RB.  She was a such an adorable dog.  I just loved petting her super soft ears. 

    @EleanorRigby:  She did live a wonderful life!  I'm glad I was her momma!

    @pink.sequins:  Thanks for the hugs!

     
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    bellenga    July 31, 2010   Georgia

    @Melisslp:  So sorry to hear about your loss.  RIP precious Hunnie!  You will miss her so much, but their love and the shared love will always live on.  Wishing you comfort and peace tonight.  Hugs to you! 

    She might have met a loveable, giant English mastiff by now named Simon, whom we said goodbye to last August, on rainbow bridge. 

    I have no doubt animals have souls.  They do.  And I am so thankful that your precious sweet dog had such a loving owner.

     

     

     
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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    @bellenga: Awwww...your kind words touched my heart.  I, too, am confident that dogs have souls.  I'm hopeful that Hunnie has been re-united her buddies Casey and Kirby.  It would be great if she had a nice boyfriend!  Do you have a photo of your beloved Simon?  Hugs back to you!!!

     
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    PinkPinstripes    November 2011   Boston, MA

    I'm so sorry :(

    Sadly, I know exactly how you feel. This won't help you feel better now but, you did the right thing, as hard as it is.

     
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    Treasure43    September 18, 2010  

    I'm so sorry for your loss....what a beautiful dog!

     
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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    @PinkPinstripes:  Hunnie touched my heart a little deeper than my other pups over the years.  I knew it was going to be difficult, but not this devastating.  Pets are so much like family members!   

    @Treasure43:  Thanks and yes, I agree!  Smile

     
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    jo.lee    September 10, 2011   Indianapolis

    I'm so sorry!  She looked like a real sweetheart :(.

     
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    Natakie16    May 2010   WNY

    I'm so sorry, but I'm so happy you were able to get home to be with her before her passing. She knew you loved her so much, she's having a blast with all the kitties and doggies up there!

     
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    twentyeleven    January 1, 2016   NC

    I am so sorry for your loss. It's always so hard to say goodbye to a pet that's been with you and loved you unconditionally. Even harder when it's one of those that come along and just have that extra special bond, the kind that you truly never forget. It sounds like Hunnie was your "heart dog". 

    I am so glad you were able to come home and spend those last hours with her. I know she is so grateful for all the love and happiness you gave her, and will love you always. My thoughts are with you right now. 

     
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    Rattybratty    August 12, 2011   Sydney, Australia

    Oh youve just made me cry!

     

    I lost my very special dog in 2001 and still have dreams about her!!

    I lost her the morning of my Veterinary medicine entrance exams, and was so upset I came very close to not being able to sit them, somehow I did and am now a Vet

     

    I can absolutely understand what youre going through, dogs are unbelievably adept at sneaking into your heart and stealing a little piece forever.

     

    You will never replace her, and you were lucky to have her-

     

    My heart goes out to you right now-

     

     

     

    Ive attached below a little story that has given me comfort x

     

     

     

    Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

    When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
    There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
    There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

    All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
    The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

    They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

    You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

    Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

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    MissHoneyBun       Dallas, TX

    I'm so so sorry for your loss. You made the right decision for her, though. What a sweet face she had! 

     
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    Rattybratty    August 12, 2011   Sydney, Australia

    this one is my favourite-

    *hugs*

     

    Tribute To A Best Friend

    Sunlight streams through window pane
    unto a spot on the floor....
    then I remember,
    it's where you used to lie,
    but now you are no more.
    Our feet walk down a hall of carpet,
    and muted echoes sound....
    then I remember,
    It's where your paws would joyously abound.
    A voice is heard along the road,  
    and up beyond the hill,
    then I remember it can't be yours....
    your golden voice is still.
    But I'll take that vacant spot of floor
    and empty muted hall
    and lay them with the absent voice
    and unused dish along the wall.
    I'll wrap these treasured memorials
    in a blanket of my love
    and keep them for my best friend
    until we meet above.

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    Silentlove    May 19, 2013   West Virginia

    @melisslp: Cry Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! I know how you feel. I had a lab, beautiful black lab that was only a few years old, and she had some sort of stroke, and for days she could not walk. We were going to put her down, but decided to let the vet look after her for a few days, and she improved. In the end we still had to part with her due to our landlord not allowing dogs (relocated). But, I am so sorry for your loss. I know it was hard, but you did the right thing. Animals, they hold a special place in many hearts...

     
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    princessbelle    December 10, 2011  

    ugh losing a pet is so depressing :-( I am so very sorry.  Your story made me cry.  I put my 18 yr old furbaby down almost a year ago.  It does get easier.  But there are times I am VERY sad and I anticipate my angel cat anniversary in a few weeks is going to be very difficult.  Just know you did the right thing!  You're doggie will be patiently waiting for you. *hugs*

     
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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    @jo.lee:  Thank you!

    @Natakie16:  I agree!  It would've broken my heart even more had I not been home with her.  I am certain she's enjoying her time with her buddies that have passed before her.

    @twentyeleven:  As much as I've loved all of my other doggies, Hunnie was somehow able to get a little "deeper" into my heart.  Thanks for your sweet words!

    @Rattybratty:  Sorry to hear about your special friend.  I could only imagine how the loss effected your ability to concentrate on the day of your exam.  Congrats on becoming a vet!  It's a job I would love to do, but didn't think that I could handle all of the illness, etc.  I certainly hope that I see her in my dreams soon!  Thank you for the awesome poem!  It made me cry good tears. 

    @MissHoneyBun:  Thanks for the reassurance.  I just loved her eyes and her ears were so soft!

    @Silentlove:  Sorry to hear about your labby.  That is just devastating.  I certainly hope she was able to find a nice home.

    @princessbelle:  18 years of love..that is so nice, but I'm sure it made things even more emotional for you.  Hugs to you too!

     
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    amyddlz    May 12, 2012   East Coast

    I am so sorry for your loss...  I am tearing up thinking of your precious hunnie!  May you find comfort that she is not hurting anymore  :(

     
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    smyley    May 2010  

    Awww... I know exactly how you feel, and I still cry about mine when I think of her last days and how strong she tried to be. :(  I'm not sure you ever really get over it, but after all the tears, you'll be able to smile at all the memories you have of her.

     
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    snoie    September 4, 2011   Northern, VA

    I'm so sorry! Keep your chin up and remind yourself she is without pain and enjoying herself in a field somewhere, playing with her favorite toys / chasing animals / etc. My coworker just recently had to put her dog down due to cancer, and it's been really tough for her.

    My boys are still young (1 1/2 and 9 months, my first dogs), but I still dread that day in the future. Everytime I read stories like this I get teary eyed.

     
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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    @amyddlz:  Thanks.  I am happy for her that she is at peace. 

    @smyley:  I came home last night and looked through photos of her as she grew older.  She was always such a good girl!  The worst thing she ever did was chew up a rug, and that was when she was "teething". 

    @snoie:  Thank you for your kind words.  Enjoy your puppies!  They are a true joy!!

     
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    burris4    December 16, 2004   Illinois

    @melisslp:  I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am for your loss.  We put our beloved Yellow Lab, Max, to sleep a year and a half ago and it still hurts.  You will always have beautiful memories and I hope you have peace knowing that in her life you made sure she knew love.  Love never ends, it just changes forms. ((hugs))

     
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    Lames    April 30, 2011   North Carolina

    Oh, sweetie I am so sorry.  I can only imagine how much you are hurting.  I'll remember you in my prayers.

     
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    melisslp    July 3, 2010   St. Louis, MO

    @burris4:  Awww...sorry to here about your lab Max.  I really appreciate what you said!  Thanks!

    @Lames:  Thank you for your prayers. 

     
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    bluespurrs    August 7, 2009   South-central PA, USA, Earth

    I am so sorry! One of the things that sucks the most about running a cat sanctuary is when I lose them. I take it very hard every time. Even with the ferals. I am even more grief-stricken when I lose one of my favorites or when I have to have them put down.

    I have been told that when we cross over, our animal companions greet us first. I have a huge crowd waiting for me. Know that your love will never die and that someday you will be reunited with your furbaby again!

     
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    peggysue    May 29, 2011  

    Sorry about Hunnie...I know how you feel. I lost my childhood pets not too long ago.  Had one since Kindergarten and the other since 2nd grade. Both lived very long lives.  They also both passed away of kidney failure due to old age.  It was tough.  I am only child and they were like my siblings. 

    Just remember all the good times and I know it will be hard for a bit.  It was hard on my parents too, they didn't want a new dog for awhile.  Last year they rescued a poodle and a yorkie-poo. And they have been a great new addition to the family.  We miss our other doggies very much, but they would have wanted us to give our new dogs a very loving home where they are now and second chance instead of going to a shelter.

    I hope you feel better soon and it will take some time. You'll make it through.

     
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    msrdsx82    August 28, 2011   CT

    Im so VERY sorry for your loss. I am going through the same thing right now. I have a yellow lab who is very sick and will need to be put down soon. I know what you are going through and its very difficult. Your dog loved you as much as you loved her and in time the pain will go away. Remember all the great times you had. I know that nothing anyone says will make the pain go away but just know there are others out there who are going through the same thing *tear* :(

     
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    rachaelrobin    January 16, 2011   Philadelphia

    Oh no! Im so sorry to hear about Hunnie.  She looks like she was a beautiful pet and friend.

     

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