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My birthday is Wednesday and my boyfriend has a surprise weekend for me. He knows I like surprises and my birthday.LOL Last year we stayed at a hotel in the city and went to dinner. I loved it because it was a mini vacay in our city.

Anyway, I'm so excited, new dress, new shoes, nails done, toes done, 1st bikini wax down, the whole nine yards. (I do this all the time though, minus the bikini wax,LOL.)

How do I keep from thinking this is it? I was perfctly fine that we'll just have a good time, dinner, wild and freaky sex, but now, since he told me to NOT mess up my hair for Saturday, my mind has went haywire! I just keep thinking, WHY would he say that? He hates taking pictures...what other reason could there be? Why is it one thing we'll do on Sunday requires clothes that are casual, unlike the little dress I bought? Why am I reading into everything like a crazed woman?lol

I'm just nuts right now. I need to chill because this weekend will just be a good weekend to spend time together AND catch up from all the overtime he has had this month.

I just need to get over it right? i shouldn't have even posted this. I'll look too nutso come Sunday and my left hand is bare.LMAO

Anywho, here's the dress:
http://www.bandlu.com/images/rdb.jpg

Saw it in another thread and had to have it!LOL

Thanks guys!And thanks for the early birthday wish! I'm trying to distract myself and remind myself to enjoy myself either way, which I will. I just need a dose of "he wouldn't be THAT obvious".LOL

Thanks for telling me there's always a bit of hope on occasions like that. Was worried I just expect it at every turn! I might go hide out on Facebook for this whole week to get my mind off it or something.

Thanks LindseyB! I am going to really enjoy being pampered! I just have an active imagination.LOL I know when it does happen, I'll enjoy it. I'm just excited to be with him eating dinner, in my new dress, looking cute.LOL

Thanks Picturemeurs! I saw that dress on the full figured board and had to get it. I'll be calm. I'm pretty calm now, it just pops into my head every now and then when I have down time. lol

Thanks Lindsay, I will!

I've retrained my brain though, my best friend is praying for it to happen too.LMAO. Bless her heart!

Alas, no ring, but I enjoyed dinner! It was nice to dress up since he's been working SO much.

Here's to next year's birthday which I plan to be big since it'll be the big 30 and my mom will be 50.(same b-day, yep, my parents married young.LOL

Thanks for the calming tips. I bet it'll happen one morning with crust in my eyes.LOL