- 6 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
I had yesterday my first dress shopping experience and it wasn’t all that amazing, emotional, wow, kinda thing. Has anyone felt the same?
Granted it was in a sale thing, a zillion people, very hot, with my temperamental and unhelpful mother, being pressured by vendors, a desaster really.
I did however find two dresses I like, but I just felt the whole things was a lot less exciting than I thought it was going to be. I mean I thought I would start cryiing when I stepped into a wedding dress, but it was more like “this is so stressing I wish I could marry in my shorts and be done with it”.
I am worried that I am not enjoying this wedding planning thing at all, or that i’m not ready to get married, or that I should wait longer and have a longer engagement. I am doing all the wedding planning COMPLETELY ALONE as fi is in the other side of the world, my friends are not very interested in helping and I can’t rely on my mother as I said before.
There are so many issues in my wedding, Fi is still working in his divorce for example, I’ll have to move countries, not in love with my e-ring…and yes feeling alone alone alone.
Anyone fee the same? What did you do? Thanks!