- 5 years ago
I used to be Mithralia here for a while ago. I had to sadly leave this lovely community but I am finally back after so many bumps along the way.
I actually had to create a new account, but I hope it’s okay!
Me and Fiance called the wedding and engagement off. We were both very sad of doing it, but it was needed for a well needed reality check and health status on our relationship. After talking and receiving support from friends and family we feel stronger than ever, and feels like we’ve overcome a few of the many obstacles that will show up in our future together. For a moment it felt like we were going our separate ways and it was scary. We looked at eachother and it felt like we were strangers – That we were not walking on the same path together. It felt like we were doing things for ourselves and not together. It then took a halt, and we had to snap out of the rut and tell eachother – What is it that we want? Are we in this togehter or are we in this for sake of the promises?
It took a while to work towards finding some hope and strength when we’ve been dealing with so much – doubting ourselves – family illnesses – TTC issues – issues with my sons dad – but we made it a long way from where we were before a few months ago.
We made a choice and we chose to stay together through all the tough stuff and the sweet things too, our family just needed to make us realize why we are together. We still have alot of things that are going on that I would like to share, but I will take that in a later post. Now at least we know that if were are going through this, we will do it together because we love eachother and should never doubt it ever again. It was a scary but eye opening time for us, to not ever take your loved one for granted, how ever the circumstances are.. which is soo easy..
With that, I want to say that I am so happy to be here with you guys again. It feels so good being happier, stronger and more confident.
I think I have you guys to thank for that and want to spread some love:) Hugs!