- 3 years ago
- Wedding: June 2014
But I can’t bring myself to go see the little one yet. She was born a month ago. I had my first miscarriage the beggining of september. I was about 2 months and starting to get excited. My cousin “accidentally” got pregnant same as all my friends with babies and for a while I resented them. It hurts a lot and i’m trying to look at the positive side and get over it . Their baby is the first in the family out of us cousins and I want to be there. But I’m stopping myself from seeing her. I feel terrible but i’m so scared.