- 3 years ago
- Wedding: December 1969
It’s been 3 years we knoe each other and we live together , we work in same place , we haven’t got any friends to hang out with and our families are far from us , i am kind of flexible girl i am 29 i am sensitive , i do care about him alot , i consider everything in any situation , i am outgoing , energetic , active , adventures and artistic type person , but i work in field that he works which doesn’t related to what i studied (i studied architecture and visual arts) and noe i am working in his exchange office , he is a very hard worker all he taljs and think is work work and problems , his image is very impirtant for him , we go to work every day 10 hours non stop , i feel bad i feel can’t hold like this any more , he proposed in worst sisuation , when i was about to ran away , he judge so quick and alway i have to apologise for what i didntdo or meant , because he never try to understand , he never did any thing romantic or special to me , iam afraid that i couldnt be able to endure this , in which i have to ignore my needs , i growth in friendly loving caring family , they spent all they have and did all they could for me. they are very average and his family are rich and they dont give any penny to their son they don’t have good relations.
Tge things that i love about him is being responsible and not going to cheat me , he tries his best in his way for me , he is smart and strong .
Sometimes i fear tgat i would never find this options in now adays people , sometimes i think if we get married and he take full control on me , what will happen , he get angry quickly as he judge soon , so depends on the case he might become so aggressive. He is not as monster as i am describing but these are what i have in mind which brings me fear. Please guide me .
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