- 8 years ago
- Wedding: October 2013
For a year now the boyfriend and I have been talking marriage. We moved in together. He also tells me just as often that We can’t get married till he finishes his PhD. That could be another 2 or 3 years.
I have started noticing that over the past two weeks he is getting a little more anxious/ nervous. He is for lack of better words acting weird!
He asked me to look throught his email last week when he was away from the house but needed some info. I looked (with his permission) for a note from June. I went through inbox, sent and junk. Couldn’t find it. I later got back on thought I would try his deleted mail just in case. I found a note from june. it said she had done some solid recon for his and what kind of ring I wanted (she was spot on). she also said I had no idea and topic came up organically. I just about fell out of the chair I was so excited.
1 week later June was engaged. I was not fall out of the cair happy.
Last night after June and Ben’s celebration dinner marriage came up in the car. we were talking rings again. I was a little buzzed from the bubbly (1 glass is all it takes). He was like “i have all the control”. He also said “I could just call your bluff and let you propose to me, becaue you never will, you want to be proposed to.”
I also said fine, “Do you want to marry me?”
he said I didn’t have a ring and that he wanted a ring.
I grumbled more.
he was in a really chipper mood though.
He knows I want to get married. I worry that he is just having a bit of fun (he’s a huge prankster and normally i think its funny) and has no intentions of popping the question now.
Argh! Thanks for letting me get that off my chest.