Weddingbee boards

So yesterday M and I were chatting and I said I should just propose and he said well why don't you.  And I said, M will you marry me.  And he didn't answer.  And then I said well you didn't answer so he said yes of course.  So still thinking he was kidding I asked him today were we engaged and he was like well yeah you asked didn't you.... and i was like well does this mean we can start planning? and he was like if you want to... but then we talked about rings etc and he was like well i cannot afford to get you one right now and i reminded him that i didn't care about it...

so i am engaged i think?!

I don't think we're engaged though?! I dunno.. But we did look for his engagement gift (a laptop). I think that I don't know.  I will confirm later on today... but it was a very us moment, I jumped into his lap and gave him a big kiss and he grinned but I dunno... (shrugging shoulders). I actually like a lot of rings that etsy has and he doesn't like any of them.  It was so cute and really an us type of conversation.  A really relaxed type of convo, because I know he's stressing about finances, being laid off and dealing with the family law attys etc. so I was like babe I don't need a ring to be your wife this is so silly. I should just propose since you seem to think I need all of these "things". i mean i found an eternity band that i forgot i had (it was a christmas gift from my play sister years ago) i was like i could just wear it on my finger i like to stack it anyway. (it's currently stacked on my right hand)... i feel sooo much more relaxed if that makes sense. i still don't care about the ring thing, i love the stackable idea because i have a "thing" for jewelry and will probably constantly be changing everything out anyway....

so i will keep the waiting list until it's official...

@lily: hey i missed ya!!!! and i will hold off on thanking everyone until it's official... wow this is kind of cool though...

@lkbphmd: i want to confirm and make sure that he wasn't just being silly or something. (i think i'm in shock)... he's napping now so i will let y'all know when we chat about it again today...

@ej:EXACTLY!! I'm like ummm are you serious?! really you're serious, right? we're engaged, really?

@ej: i woke him up and he's grinning saying go back to your wedding board and chat with them i'm sleeping. (he's a constant tease hence the reason i "think" i'm engaged) but hell he gave me the okay to contact vendors....

@rosiegirl: lmao that is so true, isn't it?! lol!!! i am in the strangest position ever right now, but i'm excited that he knows the ring is not important, i just want to spend the rest of my life with him.

i could wear a piece of plastic or a rubberband for all i care, as a matter o fact, i think i'll get one to slip on his finger to let him know it's official and he's taken :D. i think i may start crying right now. thinking about it makes me want to cry happy tears. i'm really crazy lol!!!

well last week we sort of decided on december 30th and the theme and i shot a casual email to a venue (i was just asking about a possible date) and it wasn't specifically about our date so to speak it was just hey btw how much is this (i was working with her on a client's event) and she told me and i was like hey this is a great price and wouldn't this be a great date...